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Astarion is my roman empire. He´s not only flawed and imperfect but a great representation of strength and growth, aside from the other paths you could go. But I choose not to go the evil route. Not for him, not for myself. I will protect this fictional man and hold him emotionally, like I haven´t been protected and held. There *is* love out there, because I know I have it inside me. You call it obsession, I call it devotion. Also 'sleep token' is a great band!

My sensitivity is not a flaw. It is not something I need to apologize for, hide, or outgrow. It is a sacred part of my being - a language my soul speaks fluently, even if the world has tried dismissing it. I feel things deeply because I was made to. I carry a tenderness within my soul that allows me to hold space for what others cannot see. I reach beneath the surface of things - gripping the shift in someone´s voice, the emotion behind a glance, the grief that lives quietly in the corner of the room. My spirit was built to perceive what cannot be measured, to notice what cannot be explained, and that is not fragility - that is wisdon. That is divine.

resting is good, resting is important. the sun is out and the air smells nice. but i woke up crying tonight - is my mom gone? deep emotions. sadness, disappointment, rage. everything she could have been, i became instead.

today was a sunny day but i dont feel like going out in daylight *hisssss* am vampire i do enjoy my me-time a lot + i wish for a person whos like me. where tf are you?!

miffy is such a cute and innocent little plush bunny, the best even, after my own of course. i want to be like her.

i met a person today who was very extroverted and friendly. i want them to befriend and adopt me!! ♥